Legends of the Fall

Published on Facebook: Tuesday, February 2, 2010 at 1:55 am

Alfred takes letter from Sussanah and reads:


Dear Sussanah,

All we had is dead. As I am Dead. Marry Another.


- Tristan

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Alfred (brother): I dunno what to say... Tristan's always been a little wild...
And you love him for that...

Sussanah: Do I? (looks at Alfred who looks back)


Yeah, I suppose I do.

In some sort of trance

Published on Facebook: Saturday, January 23, 2010 at 3:19 am

This is supposed to be my year. Year of the Tiger. I gotta start it right. Atleast try to.

Try to think positive, and just believe that everything is going to be alright... Although it doesn't seem to be at this point... Hmmm...

And how depressing is it that every time i thought of blogging is when I'm feeling sad... I guess for the same reason why more love songs are on a sad note... Bittersweet.

Hey Ysa , why not try to right something cheerful next time?

I guess when life seems to be A-okay, I get too busy living it and not have time to actually write about it... tsktsk... And whenever I feel down...I'm like.. I NEED to blog... =)

I'm trying hard to alter my mood and listen to some Trance...haha... the type of music that I was kind of avoiding...not that I don't appreciate CLUB music, I'm just not the partying type, I guess. But it sounds so soothing now... PARTY mode! in my room... yey! FUN. Not.

Kinda makes you forget your worries...and be in a kind of TRANCE. Tsk.

Anyway, let's get to it...So much for my an intro...

This is unbelievable... So unbelievable it's almost funny. HAHA. I had to laugh about it, or else...

All I can ask is why. WHY? Why the hell? But the answer is not mine to give. And also not for me to find out.

If a person decides to take certain path, you can't possibly ask them to stop and go back from where they came from. Cause that will take them no where. You just hope that, somehow, at some point, they will still get to where they should go. Maybe they just had to take a different route in getting there... Few bumps... But hopefully they will not lose their way.

But at the same time, you also choose a different path to take. And before you know it, you have drifted apart. Not certain if your paths will still cross someday.

I'm no crybaby no more. I guess I've toughened up. Good on me.


It's not clear to me if I don't cry because I don't care. Or that I care so much that i just couldn't possibly cry. Cause that would be selfish of me. And I'm not selfish.

I guess sometimes there are tears in the heart that don't reach the eyes.

What's more painful is, If you never get to tell the person how you really feel... Cause you were holding back... And maybe will never get the chance...

Funny right?

Not really.